I think wayyy too much & it stresses me out. I can’t believe that in 24 days, I move for the first time EVER in my entire life. WOW. As much as I hate to admit it, I’m scared. I have no idea what to expect. 

Also, I’ve been so stressed about classes. I’m really beginning to think college advisors are useless. All they’ve done for me is make me even more confused. Basically my advisor didn’t help me & I ended up not getting exactly the right classes I need based on my major. Its pretty hard to explain all that happened, otherwise I would because I’m just so frustrated.

Basically, I’ve made myself stressed out & I need to vent. I’ve lived in the same house my whole life & pretty soon, so many things are going to change. I’ve also met someone & things feel close to perfect, we get along so well, but now I’m going to be about 3hrs away. I just have no idea what’s going to happen.I really hope the best for both of us & I really do hope things work out. As weird as it sounds, because we just started dating, I could see myself being with this guy for awhile. I could see him becoming my best friend.

I always tend to think wayy ahead of myself.

I just need to chill out & enjoy life, enjoy being young.